letters to my lost son

Baby do you see?

I will never ever ever forget you.

And even though I'm so desperate to hold a living breathing baby brother of sister of yours, you will always have your own place stamped in my heart.

This new hoped for baby won't be a replacement. He or she will be loved as a new person, as a second child, as George's little brother or sister. Even though I will be looking for you in his or her face, I will love the two of you separately.

I would rather you were alive and getting ready to be born...